June Second

Well it's here, the date to which we have been anxiously counting down has finally arrived. June 2nd marks the official end of our first post-placement waiting period. We still have several hoops through which we will need to jump before Charlie's adoption is completely final, but this was a big one.

I feel so relieved that our son is here to stay. I was never really worried, because I had a deep inner sense that everything would be okay from the very first moment I laid eyes on him, but still...it's nice to have the official date behind us. It's nice not to have to wonder anymore, or to think about the calendar quite so much.

Despite my feelings of happiness and relief at the arrival of this date, there is also some sadness for me. It's that old conundrum of adoption that inevitably brings up conflicting emotions--our joy centers on someone else's loss. There is nothing for it, this aspect of adoption just plain sucks. I wish it didn't have to be so, but at the same time...I am tremendously grateful for the miracle that adoption is. I am so thankful for the fact that I am (at long last) connected to this wonderful baby boy. I am thankful that he has a home and a forever family, and that we have him.

I guess there's nothing much more to say, but as usual...I will leave you with a few of my current favorite photos:

Sweetness in my lap!

Beautiful smile for Mommy!

He definitely learned this tongue thing from Daddy!

Yep, the shirt pretty much says it all...and thanks to my awesome pals, Bri and Sarah...he will get to wear this adorable outfit all summer. Thanks, Girls!

He actually giggled right before I took this picture. :)

Being a baby is hard work...Charlie needs a nap!